a tender young age, I ‘knew’ that there was something about me that
just wasn’t right. I was
wounded on the inside.
was scary. It seemed like
there was this secret book on ‘How to Live Life’, and that everyone
else had a copy of it but me. So
I had to ‘wing’ it, and pretend that I knew.
course there was no secret book of life, and I realized that everyone else
was just a “Walking Wounded” winging it too!
oh, if there WAS such a book, THIS book would be the one that would come
closest to it.
lived and I’ve learned and I’ve discovered many things both inside and
it’s the discoveries we have on the ‘inside’ that unfold into our
discovery of the ‘feel good’ place.
The discovery that only things born of pure creativity will ever
resonate with that ‘feel good’ part in us.
It’s in our middle.
when one of our
senses makes us go “Aah!” This
makes us feel good. Our
psyche goes through incredible change when we hit that ‘feel good’
begin to feel good. When WE
begin to feel good, we make better choices for ourselves and then our
whole world begins to feel good.
this time in our Earth’s history, there have never been so many people
on a search for answers and desiring to understand themselves and their
fellow humans who inhabit this Big Blue Tumbling Ball.
beliefs are being blown out of the water as more and more of them are
proven incorrect and untrue. Whoa!
These beliefs that have been ingrained in us are now obviously
obsolete. For those who have
never taken the time to contemplate life, well, the time is now upon you.
For all those who have, you will be experiencing huge shifts in
your life. Each belief is
challenged and we are made to be consciously aware of our responsibility
to choose correctly, accept and flow with change.
the past 16 solid years, I have been on my total focus of Self Discovery
to find out ‘who’ I am, and just ‘who’ is the real me.
The 12 years prior were spent exploring the New Age Movement and
being dazzled and dazed by fancy tricks, important sounding words, and
always by the New Age Hierarchy of people who we all thought were ‘so
advanced’ and ‘Enlightened’. The
dated ‘Guru’ concept. The
concept where we give our power away and over to someone or something
outside of ourselves. Yes, I
did find some aspects very interesting, and some more than others drew my
attention. But as I grew
within myself, around me the cracks were beginning to show, and I could
then see quite clearly that all these people were, in reality, very
miserable and unfulfilled. They
denied and suppressed it underneath their ‘happy face’ and with lots
of talk, talk, talking about this great idea called God, Spirituality and
Life. Their teachings were
empty. They had not
experienced what it was that they were preaching about.
the end, I saw some pretty crazy and desperate people.
After all these years they found themselves still with nothing, no
wild dreams come true and STILL with this ache in their hearts.
This ache is a hole. In
this hole is where our connection to our God should be.
I began to see a lot of ANGRY so-called ‘Godly’ people.
So, I bailed out. This
way was obviously NOT working.
I began my own Journey - A
Journey with a
whole new perspective.
Journey that was being guided by the Inside of me, and not by someone or
something outside of myself. So
I began to document my Journey. I
did this for many reasons. It
was my way of expressing my feelings.
I also wanted to chart my process because no one I had heard of has
ever done it quite this way before. To
document and chart my experiences, feelings, revelations, inspirations and
ultimately a documentation of an extremely Unique Process.
a period of time I was discovering that this process was actually working!
was actually changing! So if
something is working, then continue. So
I would continue following the bouncing ball.
time, my connection to my Truth grew stronger and clearer.
My writings of the lessons became fluent as I would describe the
realizations and rewards I received AFTER each major inner battle I fought
and won. But I fought it.
I understood it. I
conquered it. Then I’d wait
for the next level and a deeper layer of the lesson to reveal itself.
I’d clear that one, understand and then integrate it.
And as the process continued, so my documenting continued.
All the while suffering a lingering doubt that maybe I’d taken
the wrong path? I had not
passed another living soul on the trail since I began. . .
Fear seeps in. Maybe it
was NOT my Creator who has been guiding me and talking to me?
Maybe it was some dark evil energy that had tricked me into wasting
SO many years of my young life, and THIS was what I have been following?
I held on harder to the Trust I had in my discoveries of the Truth,
no matter how bizarre they seemed to me at the time.
This battle of doubt and disbelief raged continually, exhaustingly
and for many years. Then I
Became it. It was now my
now understood. My fears
dissipated rapidly. We only
fear what we don’t understand. Ironically
the word Enlightenment means, “to understand”.
With great relief I found that I had been on the correct path to
Enlightenment all along. Phew!
my documentation suddenly became all very important now.
These were now instructions and directions.
I realized that now anyone could take the Journey if there were
directions. And that if
someone like me could discover this Journey and discipline myself to do
it, then ANYONE CAN. It’s
not rocket science. It just
takes a LOT of effort, and most are not willing to do what it takes.
If I could do this myself WITHOUT the map of what was coming next
and also how to deal with it when it came, imagine what another might
achieve WITH a Guide, WITH a map? If
I could write that Guide and be the map for another courageous traveller,
then this would most certainly speed up the process incredibly.
This would mean that more and more people would faster and faster
reach Enlightenment quicker than ever before.
The more Aware and Enlightened people means a more Aware and
Evolved society, creating a more Beautiful world to live in.
am living proof that this new perspective and this Journey actually work.
Please note that I am not implying that I now ‘know it all’ and that I
have nothing more to learn. I
am saying that this ‘works’ because I experience the changes and the
growth that come as a result (reward) of my efforts put into the
application of it. And this by
the way, is what we do for the rest of our lives.
Always desiring to be the best person we can be.
We just get better at it. What
you put in, you will get back.
having so many people now turning to search with the desperate need for
answers, I felt it time that I share the findings of my discoveries.
I want to tell everyone that there IS another option, another
perspective that if applied will eventually make you whole.
IS a WAY OUT. “The Way Out
Book’ was gathered from vast amounts of documentation all containing
essential points of ‘understanding’.
My mind boggled. I
needed help selecting ‘what’ points were to be the foundations and
therefore the first points to be shared.
A friend of mine Peter (a psychologist) offered to have a read
through and place the pieces in an order of flow that he felt helped the
reader to best grasp and absorb this new perspective.
For this I am truly Thankful!
content of this first book “The Way Out Book” is more like an
overview, an orientation of the landscape of this new perspective.
(It’s not a ‘new’ perspective by the way.
It’s more a guide to the application of it in our lives.)
I have drawn the sketch of it, pulling forward key aspects to
contemplate on. Nothing more.
Each aspect contains incredible layers and levels of
Fascinating! But the
experience is only possible by the application of them.
So, I am in the process of writing Book 2.
After having shown you the sketch here in this book, then Book 2 is
where I will give you all the colours with which to paint it.
The ‘whole’ picture. Book
2 will fill in the gaps. We
can only paint the picture if we are given all the colours with which to
paint it. Book 2 is something
to look forward to!
have chosen to GIVE “The Way Out Book” away, in the hope that as many
people as possible have the opportunity to become aware of this new
perspective, so that they may find it holds with-in it all the answers to
all of their searchings.
now invite you to read my book, to view your world from this new
that if it doesn’t work for you, you can always go back to your old one.
If you find that this Journey is too hard, put more effort in,
stretch yourself! Give it your
best shot. You will be
surprised at the Magic that awaits you.
You will be even more surprised that it was not as hard as you
thought it was going to be.
encourage you to explore. I
encourage you to begin. All of
your answers could lie here-in.
Brenda Joy Nimwegen.
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